Saturday, 9 April 2011

Hope

I look around me and all I see are people that go on with their daily lives without question. Not questioning why I am here, is there something better out there for me and why go through all this in the first place. And I wonder; why am I so different that I question everything in my life? I questioned my religion, my upbringing and family, my sexuality and lately my purpose.

It is good to question things because then it means that you are actually thinking about what you do and not just doing it for the sake of doing. I recently wondered why I am on earth. If I die in the end why not end this now and end this stupid game. But there is a purpose for you on this earth which none of us know. All I know is that for some reason I need to be here, a reason that I may never find out because if there was no reason for me to be here why was I created in the first place.

I had discussions with a few of my friends to try and find a reason for me to still be alive and I have come to realise that first of all we all need something to believe in, be it a religion, science or a lack of religion. This gives us purpose, a reason to live. For some it is the fear of dying and going to a place that is much worse than the one we are currently on and for others it is the HOPE of ending up in a place much better then what we are experiencing now. And for others the mere science of it all is enough.

Life is a gift whether you like the gift or not and you need to make the best of it. The wonderful thing about life is that you make your own choices. If you are unhappy with something in your life then make the change. Find joy in the little things that makes you happy. I used to dance in my underwear in front of the mirror every morning just to cheer me up and it worked. You cannot imagine what difference such a small thing makes.

What I suggest you do is go and sit down and think of what you can do to make you happy and then do it. You are meant to enjoy life and to have all that your heart desires. But with that said you need to be thankful for what you have in order to receive more. You cannot get desert if you did not finish your vegetables.

I hope that if you have a sense of emptiness inside you that this message would bring you some comfort.   

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